Day 31

FRICK! Nothing. No gain. No loss.

This just goes to show how long it takes my body to recover from any blatant cheating. I wish I hadn't done this now, but on the other hand I think avoiding the invitations was starting to affect my friendship. I stayed on protocol 100% yesterday, so I was expecting a reward for my discipline.

I'm not sure if I'll be able to make it the whole 43 days I was planning. The remaining hcg mixture that I have doesn't look like it will be able to last another 10 days...however many days.... I don't think it will last! And I don't know if I want to mix an entire new batch that I won't need for a full 14 days. Maybe I'll just play it by ear and see how much weight I've lost by the time I'm out of this batch of hcg. If I really want to try and lose those few extra pounds then I'll just mix my last vial of hcg at the risk of wasting some. I'm also going to have to freshen up on phase 3 procedures because I need to start considering that soon.

*sigh* Maybe tomorrow...

Current Weight: 260
Total Weight Lost: 29