Day 14 and 15 - Down 1.0

I'm really frustrating myself here... I should be down 15 lbs, but because I've been back and forth attending social events, and putting myself in tough positions I haven't done a great job staying on protocol. Friday nights at the firehouse are always super hard, because my crew is always going out to get dinner, and there are always goodies sitting around. This past Friday in particular someone put a BAG of chocolate covered peanuts in front of me. I couldn't take it anymore and broke down. I had one...then a handful....then I just said screw it and filled up a little cup and chomped away on the banned goods. Ugh. I suck. It totally wasn't worth it. Wasn't even dark chocolate for god's sake! (Here is a picture from the training we did Saturday morning. I'm the one pointing at the fire hydrant.)

I'm already beginning to think this may not be my last round of HCG because of my lack of discipline... :( I'm super close to the 230's though so I'm going to focus on that. It's been a loooong time since I've been in the 230's.

Small success: I put on a pair of jeans I've had in my closet for probably two years. I've never worn them before because they were always a bit too small. I loved the style though and kept them because I thought one day I would fit in them. Well that one day has come!!! Hot damn! I wore them yesterday :) All my other clothes are a little baggy on me now, so it was so nice to put on something that actually fits my "new shape" :)


Current Weight: 242.5
R2P2 Weight Lost: 12

Total Weight Lost: 46.5